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It's April 2nd. We are somewhere in the Corona pandemic. How do you experience the situation? It's like being in a movie. I really don't believe that. I did not process everything completely. It's like I'm in automatic mode. You know, waking up, working, cleaning and cooking and things like this. And then time to time wondering what thinks to do. Will I read this book? Will I watch this series? Will I start drawing? Doing some exercise here and there.
Now then I am concerned with my mom. I will block some time and that's it. But it's completely weird. Is there anything that you learn about yourself or your society at the moment? I'm not sure if it is something that I've learned. Maybe more something for me to observe. What is always coming to my mind is something like "we have to slow down". Going back some decades where we are not so close to each other.
I mean, where it was not so easy to be in another place. A time in which we were not using all the resources we can use. Producing stuff. Buying stuff and things like that. So it's like like a message that we must slow down. We must we must consider what is available, really available for us. And probably all of us, we are getting confused because it's so weird. Some super virus forces us to do that. For me, it's already almost two weeks that I am alone.
And I'm not sure if I'm processing that much, if I'm learning a lot. I'm not sure. I'm still feeling lost very often. If you if you look ahead, to a time in which we somehow maybe learned to live with this virus or the situation is different. Is there anything you can think of that you want more of or less of? I think that I don't know if it's going to be like that, but most probably I want to have more freedom for me.
In terms of not being so concerned about minor issues. Sometimes we are stuck and thinking about if we like things or complaining about things you have or that you don't have. When you have one of your basic needs, that is the freedom to go wherever you want and to stay with people you love.